Mind. Body. Soul.

Greetings!

I'm still happy about my recent surprise "present" from the school. It proves that the grass isn't always greener on the other side. However, besides just developing my mental capabilities, I should probably work on my physical fitness too.

Yesterday I just went back to camp for my IPPT, results damn chui. I literally haven't exercise for many many many moths. And I gotta do stupid RT if I can't get it cleared by this year. 20 sessions sia, no way that is gonna happen.

So, I've made up my mind to work on my physical fitness over the course of the next few weeks. Just went for run again today, super tired. But I must keep it up as a consistent effort to lose weight and become fitter. Perhaps I should also sign up for a gym membership while I'm at it, but I don't really know of any good gyms around my area. Any recommendations?

Another challenge I realized is that I hardly ever eat any healthy food. I always tend to go for junk foods instead. LOL. But cannot lah, must cut back a bit. At the very least, I'll still have my Subway okay? :P

Today is just another boring Sunday. My weekends are so hopeless one. Nothing much to do, so usually spend the time sleeping to recharge my battery. Work life can be so tiring sometimes. There is always a TV show on Sunday afternoon that my Dad happens to be watching, so sometimes I walk past will see a bit. But ok lar, looks quite nice.

The soundtrack goes something like this....


it's never so easy.


Today, my spectacles suddenly broke. The white one that I basically wear everyday. I don't wanna think too much into it, but usually when I say that I end up doing it anyway. So here goes. I got my white specs just before Year 1 semester 2. Year 1 was a period of hope for me. I had high hopes for many things and people. But as a passive person, I was usually more reactive than proactive.

As time passed, that hope and aspiration grew more and more faint, and eventually all but vaporized. I guess in a symbolic way, I can see the breaking of this object as an end of that era. It was like something that I had held on for too long, but in the end it finally broke. Coincidentally the recent Dean's List Award bestowed unto me, can be viewed as a beginning of a whole new era of possibilities; of greater investment, development and attention to myself. If nobody is gonna care about you, you gotta look after yourself right?

As egoistic and narcissistic as it is, it's fine by me.
It's not like I have any other priorities right now.


Then again, maybe I'm just thinking too much. I guess I'm just an overly sentimental being.